my beloved Snapchat....

for me you are a mini story-telling tool..still so much to learn in photo/video editing, but your tiny snippets of my life motivate me each time I look through my saved Snaps....since the last clean-up of my phone I have accumulated 13,304 pics on my Camera Roll....Snaps, screenshots, photos, videos....saved Snapchat videos/pics are my favourite - goofy faces, which look so so so funny & cute when I start singing "My heart will go on" or "I will always love you" - never gets old with me.."location" filters are like little pins on the map of places I have visited....a lot of people complain non-stop about your quality of pics, your filters - I just think they don't really get your purpose....I love them all!!!! my only advise to all my fellow social media users is to follow people on Snapchat who are funny & smart, who spread positivity, creativity, who inspire you..a random picture per day of someone's meal won't do anything for you - only waste your time.....

forgive me...for I used to hate you.....

come say "Hi" @valzapa

special

Dress: Motel // Denim Shirt: Vintage // Bag: TKMaxx // Runners: Adidas // Sandals: Asos // Silver Chocker: Asos // Sunglasses: Penneys/Primark

Maybe you don't see people looking at you because you aren't looking at them. Maybe you don't hear all the good things people say about you because you are too focused on the bad. Maybe you are a lot more wonderful, beautiful and special than you ever give yourself credit for.......

Порою нужен сбой в системе и шаг на ощупь в темноте...а иногда побыть не с теми...чтобы наконец понять, кто - те...

the once in a lifetime kind of people

at certain stage of your life you suddenly realise that you don't want to waste your time on little things anymore....you don't want to go out, hang out with people who can only bring you down....small talk uughh...so people around you begin to think that you are too serious & boring..they cannot understand you....but I want to make something important..something meaningful....inspire myself & others....& that's #important....& then beside you remain only those for whom your goals & dreams mean just as much as they do to you...& then it becomes easy.... 

that isn't you

Mules: Truffle Collection from Asos // Trousers: Asos // Sleeveless Blazer: Topshop // Stripy Top: Zara

that isn't you..sitting in the office doing 9-5 job....so many thoughts ran through my mind today....why girls/women can't support each other..why can't we be happy for each other? jealousy is awful, but I hate it the most when I am not jealous of a person but they think that I am and that makes me feel the worst....it is no one else's job to take care of you but you....whatever you do..whatever is associated with your name....make sure you give 100%..even if you hate it, but whatever you are doing now will help you with whatever you want to do in the future....but never tarnish your name....how to motivate myself..how to love freely and unconditionally....how to get rid of negative energy....how to stay healthy...make sure to try new things...travel more....read more....be good to my family....& more & more & more....thoughts, questions racing racing racing..........................

I FEEL IT ALL

why is it that everyone around you knows exactly what's best for you...while you....you are lost..still trying to figure out yourself...still have no idea what you should do with your life....how do they know me?? why do they think they know me?

she is someone

Bag: Coach (similar here) // Kick Flare Trousers: Asos (similar here) // Flats: Jigsaw

at today's photoshoot it felt as if people were turning around on the street thinking "she is someone"..there literally was a queue of people beside us waiting to take a picture of St. Stephen's Green Shopping Centre from the same spot as where we were...passers by were very curious...a few even tried to jump into the shot with me....hah it was fun!

to be everything for someone

Bag: Longchamp / Coat: TK Maxx / Boots: Carvela Kurt Geiger - Gray Sinner