Saturday, 24 February 2018

you are what you love, not who loves you -- Sevilla, Spain

my, oh my, has it been a long time since I posted on my beloved blog....no, forget about posting...I don't even remember the last time I logged in here...I forgot all my passwords, all the tricks in Photoshop..today I spent 6 hours on Youtube watching tutorials trying to bring back my memory....Red Bull, Dr. Pepper, cupcakes, Nutella & a good few tears kept me company today, but not once did I want to call it a day.....thankfully, it all came back..together with a warm feeling of nostalgia...recollection of my love & enthusiasm & hunger to do this - brainstorm ideas, outfits, shoot, edit, write.....I could do this day & night...give my all....
This is just a reminder to myself, to pick up where I left off..strive to get better..make every effort to post more..work harder than everyone else!

Seville, oh Seville, you were beautiful - I didn't want to post typical touristy photos - we can look it all up online - I won't bore us with them....but I thought it is best to come visit this city during summer....when it's hot...when it's buzzing with people....to feel the energy....to hire a row boat at the Plaza of Seville....to swim in the swimming pool & lounge in the sun on the rooftop of your hotel....to sit all night outside sipping on Sangrias.....

Sunday, 29 October 2017

it was all a dream


All my free time I spend watching beauty/fashion videos on YouTube, scrolling through thousands & thousands of pictures on Tumblr & Instagram. Making lists, saving inspirations, daydreaming, planning, living out my life in my dreams. Last week I came across the below saying & it haunts me: I cannot walk the streets of the city I live in, I am not excited by food, I cannot get one night of good sleep, I'm bored....."MAYBE THE JOURNEY ISN'T SO MUCH ABOUT BECOMING ANYTHING. MAYBE IT'S ABOUT UN-BECOMING EVERYTHING THAT REALLY ISN'T YOU. SO YOU CAN BE WHO YOU WERE MEANT TO BE IN THE FIRST PLACE."



Sunday, 21 May 2017

intuition - follow it.....

Poetry. Natural Beauty. Romance. Love. These are what we stay alive for.

Monday, 3 April 2017

'NO' is a full sentence


Heeey, you guys, every day I realise more & more that TIME IS MONEY, & that for our time we should charge a looot (insert 'raw cash' here)....take care of yourself, invest in yourself, spend your time on yourself & on the things that are good for you. 'NO' is a full sentence & learn to use it more.
On another note, I still dream of this casual outfit & can't wait to wear it again....

Cardigan: Juicy Couture (similar); Boyfriend T-shirt: Adolescent Clothing; Track Pants: Adidas, Black Suede Trainers: Vans; Backpack: Penneys/Primark; Faux Fur Charm: H&M

Sunday, 19 February 2017

good music

Denim jacket hanging off my shoulders..there is nothing new, except for someone new in my life..talking to myself, but I never listen....to move away & start over......

Saturday, 18 February 2017

daydream / night angel


No longer 21; far away from being 21 actually, but these pieces from Forever 21 spoke to me - cute, super casual, light, transparent, with unicorn & summer vibes....Gucci like socks..pastel colours....funny/ridiculous slogans..& of course another chocker.....dressing up for myself day & night..for my world..for my dream....it's like real world does not exist...... 

Saturday, 7 January 2017

like, realizing stuff

resolution for 2017 is to find a place where I will never again feel/say/think - "physically here, mentally not"

Friday, 16 December 2016

Fashion Styling for everybodywhy // Dublin Institute of Design



I made these mood boards & styled these outfits for my assignment presentation for Advanced Fashion Styling course in Dublin Institute of Design led by stylist Laura Jordan of Stylesavvy.ie
8 weeks, every Wednesday, for 2 & half hours I felt alive & interested in where I was & what I was doing.

Sunday, 30 October 2016

LFW SEP 2016..a bit late, heh?



The plan this September was to go to London for London Fashion Week to get inspired, to get new content for my blog....to feel alive & basically to get a kick in the butt...to start doing what I want/dream to be doing & dropping everything else. Unfortunately, this trip had an opposite effect on me. I was so overwhelmed with beautiful places, experiences, people, clothes..that after I came back to Dublin I fell into "creative block". Hence the D E L A Y in posting these photos. Since I returned back home, I have been trying to stir up all of my ideas & ambitions by going to multiple fashion events, I even enrolled into Dublin Institute of Design to do a Fashion Styling course, but it feels almost impossible to get back into the swing of things. I do blame anxiety, self-consciousness & social awkwardness for a large chunk of my "laziness". So in attempt to rebel all of this, I am still going to post this, no matter how ridiculous it will look....

Kicking my way out of here, I'm done.

And guys, oversized denim jackets, mini backpacks, maxi tea dresses, sheer tops, culottes are (insert praise hands emoji here).....


Monday, 5 September 2016

& everytime I see you in my dreams

WET LOOK LEGGINGS - PENNEYS/PRIMARK / WHITE SHIRT - PRIMARK/PENNEYS / DENIM JACKET - PULL&BEAR / FURRY BAG - URBANCODE / MULES - KURT GEIGER 

THIS OUTFIT WAS INSPIRED BY BRITNEY SPEARS' VIDEO "EVERYTIME" - I USED TO BE A HUGE FAN OF HER MUSIC & HER STYLE WHEN I WAS 15/16 YEARS OLD. MY FAVOURITE PART FROM THIS VIDEO IS WHEN BRITNEY & HER "BOYFRIEND" ARE RUNNING AWAY FROM THE PAPARAZZI & ALL SHE IS WEARING IS A WHITE LEATHER JACKET, A PLAIN WHITE SHIRT, LINGERIE, A BLACK CAP & A FURRY BABY PINK BAG. HER WET HAIR LOOK, OVERSIZED SUNGLASSES, TONED TANNED BARE LEGS IN GOLDEN HIGH HEELS....I WAS OBSESSED.

#GALAXYSTYLE COMPETITION IS THE REASON I WANTED TO SHOOT THIS OUTFIT & HOLA TO ALL OF YOU GIRLS IN IRELAND - I WOULD ENCOURAGE YOU ALL TO PARTICIPATE - A VERY FUN COMPETITION WITH AN AMAZING PRIZE!!! IT SEEMS LIKE WE ARE ALL DREAMING OF LA HERE ON OUR BEAUTIFUL GREEN ISLAND & TWO OF US MIGHT JUST GET THIS AMAZING OPPORTUNITY. SO GET STYLING, POSING, SHOOTING & POSTING! GOOD LUCK! XX